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I Feel Ugly (ft. GUMI & Eleanor Forte)

from THERAPY (3rd Therapy) by Aaube

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I feel ugly.
My body disgusts me.
I can't see me
In the mirror.

I know it could kill me
I know I should stop
But everytime I weight myself
It never stops and

I puke everyday and
It don't seems to help
But I know that tonight
I'll make vomit myself

It's the way that I live
The way I survive
I know I could die
I keep telling myself

But even if you know
That you are colorblind
You still never shall see
The colors that they see

It's making me sick and
It's making me mad and
It's making me hate myself
and everyone, and

I puke everyday
It's the only way
I know it won't work
I know what they will say

What will happen
If I go to the roof ?
Who I will see ?
Worried about me ?

No one and I'm not
Even surprised
I'm just a shit and
I'll just finish like that

Kill me (x4)
I don't deserve to live
It kills me (x4)
And I don't deserve to breath
I don't want to be me (x2)
It fucking kills me.

I feel ugly.
My body disgusts me.
I can't see me
In the mirror, cause
I feel ugly.

Kill me (x4)
It kills me (x4)
Killed me (x4)
It killed me (x4)
It fucking killed me.

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from THERAPY (3rd Therapy), released January 17, 2019

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